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How I banished Borne from the Balcony Cliffs
LiveJournal · erisenyoLast night my beloved was like the moon — so beautiful
LiveJournal · erisenyoLeft to rot, a devil's plot, angry throats unspoken
LiveJournal · erisenyoFalling back into a dream, I found a place you're here with me
LiveJournal · erisenyoTell me it's not true that the way I'm loving you is all I got
LiveJournal · erisenyoOh, you got my head in a guillotine
LiveJournal · erisenyoHow it dulled the terror and the beauty
LiveJournal · erisenyoPour them the right stuff and feel alive
LiveJournal · erisenyoTook the lock, but lost the key
LiveJournal · erisenyoAll the women I meet are tired
LiveJournal · erisenyoyou look in my eyes, it breaks all my bones
LiveJournal · erisenyoSaid it's my mistake, I make things harder
LiveJournal · erisenyoAll your closets of backlogged dreams, and how you left them all to me
LiveJournal · erisenyoClose my eyes and let the love light guide me home
LiveJournal · erisenyoI gave up my only twin
LiveJournal · erisenyoKeeping it together
LiveJournal · erisenyoBe afraid of the lame, they'll inherit your legs
LiveJournal · erisenyoThey say you can make it if you try
LiveJournal · erisenyoI've been cryin' like a siren in the mirror
LiveJournal · erisenyomy bones are cold right through
LiveJournal · erisenyoOpen wide and the love will come out
LiveJournal · erisenyoheaviness is lighter when you're near me
LiveJournal · erisenyoDarling remember, when you come to me, I'm the pretender
LiveJournal · erisenyoBut I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling
LiveJournal · erisenyoPiano Museum
LiveJournal · erisenyoHearts can starve as well as bodies
LiveJournal · erisenyoI'll just live my life in dreams of yesterday
LiveJournal · erisenyoThe nightingale tells his fairytale of paradise where roses grew
LiveJournal · erisenyoSo much pride running through my veins
LiveJournal · erisenyoMust we simulate every need?
LiveJournal · erisenyoI thought I was her daddy, but she had five more
LiveJournal · erisenyoNo mistakes, only now you're bored
LiveJournal · erisenyothe first thing that you want will be the last thing you ever need
LiveJournal · erisenyoA flame reduced to ash. Laugh as my youth is taken from me
LiveJournal · erisenyoI was a hungry heart 'till I found you
LiveJournal · erisenyoThis all could be gone
LiveJournal · erisenyotouch that you can really feel
LiveJournal · erisenyoToday I am not a false conscience
LiveJournal · erisenyoI'm still learning what my heart is for
LiveJournal · erisenyoIs it just another children's story that's been de-clawed?
LiveJournal · erisenyothis longing for you follows wherever I go
LiveJournal · erisenyoHere with you so close to me until the final flicker of life's ember
LiveJournal · erisenyoYour life is a reproach that slaps you on the back
LiveJournal · erisenyoUnderneath the shell is an angry fire, but who's the first to jump on the pyre?
LiveJournal · erisenyoJudas to touches
LiveJournal · erisenyoI'm not trying hard, I'm not getting well, I'm not improving, I won't do anything
LiveJournal · erisenyoThe twilight's bleeding, and the playing board has two unbalanced pieces
LiveJournal · erisenyoa pocketful of secrets I know you're never telling anyone
LiveJournal · erisenyoOh my sweet fairy, the past is strong
LiveJournal · erisenyoIt ain't love unless it's eating you alive
LiveJournal · erisenyoVenus, planet of love, was destroyed by global warming
LiveJournal · erisenyoDo you know where the wild things go? They go along to take your honey
LiveJournal · erisenyoOne more shot and I'll be gone
LiveJournal · erisenyoI'm just a living legacy
LiveJournal · erisenyoGood morning starshine
LiveJournal · erisenyo<p>Twisted nerve</p>
LiveJournal · erisenyoAfter all these years, it just gets worse
LiveJournal · erisenyoTo check my head in your pane
LiveJournal · erisenyoDipshit drunk on pink perfume
LiveJournal · erisenyoDamned if I don’t move because I’m scared
LiveJournal · erisenyoSo long, my fate has changed
LiveJournal · erisenyoPanting and scratching at the door to get in
LiveJournal · erisenyoSay my name, say my stupid name
LiveJournal · erisenyoLike being underwater now that I've let go
LiveJournal · erisenyoThey are wild, chasing stones
LiveJournal · erisenyoI see it, I like it, I want it, I got it (Yep)
LiveJournal · erisenyoMake it through tonight, then I will mend my ways
LiveJournal · erisenyoWell there's a line that I crossed
LiveJournal · erisenyoDip his hand into the water and walk away
LiveJournal · erisenyoAre you kept then told like a secret?
LiveJournal · erisenyoTie your favorite noose around my neck
LiveJournal · erisenyoYour chance to make a break with circumstance
LiveJournal · erisenyoI need this faith to keep me walkin'
LiveJournal · erisenyoThe wind presents a change, of course
LiveJournal · erisenyoPanicking, shouting out: We’re not ready yet
LiveJournal · erisenyoThe first star that I find, you're my satellite
LiveJournal · erisenyoWe drank a toast to time
LiveJournal · erisenyoI can't help it, hope you show up soon
LiveJournal · erisenyoIt ain't like I'm not on your side
LiveJournal · erisenyoYou push and you pull but you'd never know
LiveJournal · erisenyoCould be twenty years, could be tonight
LiveJournal · erisenyoOver the hum and grind of afternoon traffic
LiveJournal · erisenyoEngrave your name on a tree never to forget
LiveJournal · erisenyoHey, I love you better when you're wild
LiveJournal · erisenyoTell myself it is okay taking my own hand
LiveJournal · erisenyoThey got your number, scared and running
LiveJournal · erisenyoI wait for you still, wires 'round my fingers
LiveJournal · erisenyoLong as I can dream then life is worth living
LiveJournal · erisenyoWith the sledge of tectonic fever
LiveJournal · erisenyoWe were born like tangled vine
LiveJournal · erisenyoNow I'm settling in your bones
LiveJournal · erisenyoBut the war won't stop for the love of God
LiveJournal · erisenyoAnd it seems there's no end
LiveJournal · erisenyoAnd I'll be the first to admit I never tried
LiveJournal · erisenyoNow we see things as in a mirror dimly
LiveJournal · erisenyoto get involved in the exchange of human emotions is ever so, ever so satisfying
LiveJournal · erisenyoThat sin feels like I am walking on fire
LiveJournal · erisenyoIn an instant I remembered everything
LiveJournal · erisenyoIt's gonna take time. A whole lot of precious time
LiveJournal · erisenyoI don’t know why it’s so irrelevant
LiveJournal · erisenyoPass me your gloves, this crime, it is never complete
LiveJournal · erisenyoMy brain is all wired wrong, but that's how it's been all along
LiveJournal · erisenyoDream of maybe waking up someday, and wanting you less than I do
LiveJournal · erisenyoWhat bloody man is that? He can report, As seemeth by his plight, of the revolt The newest state.
LiveJournal · abstractambushTo keep it Reacting. Controlled then. Forever. She was. And never felt better
LiveJournal · abstractambushSomebody call for an exterminator?
LiveJournal · abstractambushShit out of luck and jolly well fucked
LiveJournal · abstractambushHis Proposition
LiveJournal · abstractambushthrow you on the bed and give you a go-around like you've never had
LiveJournal · abstractambushHighway to Hell
LiveJournal · abstractambushIf we could really get away with it. Kill anyone....anyone at all. I'd kill anyone....anyone at all.
LiveJournal · abstractambushPatience and the end of it
LiveJournal · abstractambushBe it a rock or a grain of sand, in water they sink as the same
LiveJournal · abstractambushConsider yourself defiled
LiveJournal · abstractambushThe world changes, we do not. There lies the irony that finally kills us
LiveJournal · abstractambushJennifer Government
LiveJournal · abstractambush41 from the podium
LiveJournal · abstractambushTrue or false or none of the above. That doesn't make any sense
LiveJournal · abstractambushI couldn't even turn on the kitchen tap without filling out a 27b/6... Bloody paperwork
LiveJournal · abstractambushLoose talk is noose talk
LiveJournal · abstractambushDoesn't this blend of blindness and blandness want to make you do something crazy?
LiveJournal · abstractambushHelp... a teenager cut my balls off. Call the police
LiveJournal · abstractambushWhen nothing is left, there is always us
LiveJournal · abstractambushOne for whom a pebble has value must be surrounded by treasures wherever he goes
LiveJournal · abstractambushA reason to spoil these pristine pages
LiveJournal · abstractambushWell, 4 out of 5 doctors agree that I am actually insane
LiveJournal · abstractambushAtlas shrugged
LiveJournal · abstractambushAll the great themes have been used up and turned into theme parks
LiveJournal · abstractambushLet love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good
LiveJournal · abstractambushit is simple to convince them of something, but difficult to hold them to that conviction
LiveJournal · abstractambushI am weak, and useless. But I'll stay by your side. I'll protect you
LiveJournal · abstractambushIf you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face—forever
LiveJournal · abstractambushPrison Conditions for Subversive Artists: Based on Character Profile
LiveJournal · abstractambushLet's sleep in gas station lavatories this time, mama. Fuck permanent residences
LiveJournal · abstractambushThe mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heav’n of hell, a hell of heav’n
LiveJournal · abstractambushWhy Kate, you're not wearing a bustle. How lewd
LiveJournal · abstractambushLaugh and the world laughs with you. Weep and you weep alone
LiveJournal · abstractambushClean gloves hide dirty hands - and mine are dirtier than most
LiveJournal · abstractambushInitiative comes to thems that wait
LiveJournal · abstractambushLook, bitch, you knew I was a snake
LiveJournal · abstractambushThat one... she's a waste of ink
LiveJournal · abstractambushSee, morbid and creepifying I got no problem with, long as she does it quiet-like
LiveJournal · abstractambushTread lightly who lives in hope of pussy
LiveJournal · abstractambushNothing exists, save empty space and you. And you... are but a thought
LiveJournal · abstractambushAll these years I've been looking for an impossible love
LiveJournal · abstractambushThings are going to slide, slide in all directions
LiveJournal · erisenyo